Caltrops - The Foum With No Rules





	[quote name="conflictNo"][quote name="Zseni"] I don't think I've ever, ever, ever had a dream in which I was so viscerally joyful before in my entire life.[/quote] I ended up telling the ex about my big plans. I wasn't expecting her reaction to be so very excited and happy, and it has really been messing with my head. Since then, I've been dreaming about her nearly every night for the past 3 or 4 weeks (which is significant enough in itself) and every time I find myself feeling the kind of happiness that I've never felt in real life before. It's like a drug, and even though it's certainly not helping me get over her, I do like it. I still have no idea what happened with us or what our relationship really is right now. I had the big interview yesterday with my recruiter, and there were hardly any jobs in the Americas available, let alone in assignments I'm qualified for, so there is no chance I'll show up in her country. Right now my primary choice is a community service assignment somehwere in Eastern/Central Europe. The other jobs I'm qualified for are all in Africa, and I have a feeling that is where Peace Corps HQ is going to want me. We shall see, United States Government. Wherever I go, it won't be until August, and just a little hint but <i>you might all be learning why your filthy asses are going to be living in shipping containers in the future.</i> cNo [/quote]