took a shower and had myself a good cry and I thought I was okay. Turns out I'm not. This case keeps getting sadder and sadder with each update. First we find out he died. Then we find out his daughter was with him. Then 9 total people. Fuck man hurts.

You look at people like Kobe especially as a young impressionable kid and you hold them in high regard. You think they're invincible or immortal. As you grow up obviously that changes but you for the most part still put these kind of people on a pedestal. Then something like this happens and it crushes you. Still hasnt set in.

It's okay. Were all crying today.

Fellow basketball fans...

Kobe's passing has really fucked me up. When you grow up idolizing people like Kobe you think they're invincible and immortal. Then this happens and I'm shell shocked right now. I wouldn't say I was the biggest Kobe fan but the suddenness of his death along with his daughter and the rest of the people on that helicopter cuts deep.

Dude I havent stopped sobbing since I heard the news a few hours ago. Held it in with while I was with my family and let it out when I was able to shower. It helped but theres still tears to be shed.