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by Mysterio 10/25/2004, 10:10pm PDT |
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When I'm jerking off in the shower, my mind will flit through 3-4 girls in an important, carefully managed order. I start with an 'achievable' girl to get me hard. My body/mind no longer believes in wet, fake, non-raped supermodel sex. But once my dick's hard, once it's 'bought it', there's no going back so I trade the housewife/exchange student in for schoolgirls/athletes. I pull a fast one! It's usually no time for celebration, though. With schoolgirl/athletes or any distant, pretty and difficult to imagine character, I usually get frustrated that I can't visualize their tits and thighs moving sexily enough, or I start to think too hard about the tits and I forget about the legs (that's why I have to imagine a tiny child because anything else is too big to fit in my mind (how's that for an excuse)), so I usually then jump to someone special and just cum over a single, hazy skin coloured memory of that person. It's not very satisfying, but shower wanks are very convenient and have remained an important part of my wank arsenal. They're not what I'd call a 'front line wank' - I'm not gonna fall 'off the wagon' for them - but a carefully thought out rape fantasy can make them a pretty good time.
I use to think rising to the challenge of getting my dick to work in the shower did me some good. I thought because my dick isn't as obedient as all my other body parts and it requires some convincing, that jerking off in the shower would sharpen my persuasive abilities. I thought, maybe if you had to concoct some bullshit story about a baby drowning in the next room just to get your hand to turn a door knob, everyone would be as creative and interesting as someone who tries to beat off in the shower.
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