daydreamer wrote:

A little information.
Where i come from, psychiatrict help is a stigma. They stick a big P on your CV and whatever hope your future has is instantaneously evaporated.
My society is far from tolerant of any mental illness, be it minor bi-polarism, multiple-personality disorder, anxiety attacks or manic depression.
My fear is he current need to seek actual, professional help with the problems i seem to be facing.
But before we turn this into a whine fest for me and i labelled fag all over the goddamn place.
I'll stop right here.

SB, V
I must be truly desperate to ask psychological advice from a gaming message board from self confessed valium addicts.
But i rather seek the opinion of those who have been through it and are working to get better than to find the lacklustre, low quality "professional" they offer here.

I think i suffer from bi-polarism.
I have issues with trust.

I hope and will soon seek help.

I must be seriously gone.
I feel myself slowly wilting away.
And nothing seems to be able to stop it.

Help.