Essen Sie Scheiße wrote:

No, it's more a sad hope that this is a prank and that...
Yeah, that it's a sad prank. It's easy to be skeptical in the face tragedy and harder to see unpleasant reminders of times of dependency on vile people.

Augh, I'm vacillating like cockgobbler, but my anger fueled by the fact I assumed you were mocking something that mirrored my own. Yes, I'm just that damn selfish enough to post when threatened. Now lest I become SB (oh and you know we love you, ya nutty-nut) and twist this in pity myself hour, know that honestly if there are any resources I can offer, they're yours.