Senor Barborito wrote:

I need clarification wrote:

Senor Barborito wrote:

I was honestly and truly DYING to keep this from happening because I know what these fuckers are like - they will NEVER. STOP. HOUNDING. YOU.

Senor Barborito wrote:

I see all conversation, all dialogue, as a Darwinian process and the first person who gives up and refuses to engage on legitimate terms any further is the one who lost. I will not be that person in this situation, and I must play by the rules or I have to commit suicide because I have invalidated myself entirely.

I know it's far too late for "Hey, it's just a fucking website," but seriously. You have to win this argument against an unstoppable foe or kill youself?

I have to:
a) Win. Somehow.
b) Start a new website completely seperate from the community etc. but still maintain this one with token effort.
c) Kill myself.

I am not allowed to:
d) Give up.
e) 'Cheat' (knowingly unfairly enforce the rules in any way, or post supportive comments for myself under other nicks like some people have around here in the past).

Unless:
f) ES tells me he is revamping the rules/issuing new orders/whatever.

That is the reality of my situation according to the ethics I actually *do* hold myself to, unlike, say, those brainbox ethics where I admittedly completely fail because I don't really quite believe it.

--SB